You’ve allowed yourself to spin in circles long enough. You DO know what you need to do.
Let your inner wisdom guide you.
It is imperative that you get started immediately and soon you will know why.
Remember you are not doing this on your own. You have a legion of helpers ready willing and able to assist. You, however, must be willing to ask and allow the assistance to come to you in whatever way it needs to be. Stop turning it away!