My dear, you have been dilly dallying for way too long. It is time to drop out of your head and into your heart. Let it guide you for it knows the way.
When you listen to your head it only takes you round and round in circles.
Stop rehashing the past and allow yourself to move onward into the present.
Your heart knows the plan, for it is connected to all that is. It understands how everything fits together even when you are unable to see it.
It knows the path to love, abundance, clarity. Trust that it will lead you to what you seek.